Sounds like this is really getting to you. Lot of work to be up 8 units and getting so stressed out. I'm not trying to be a wise ass but the stress and frustration this is creating for you is very noticeable. Maybe time to go with fewer plays and slow the pace down. No criticism of your capping ability, but this can get so self-consuming that it can be unhealthy. Others are thinking and seeing what I'm saying---- but no one else is saying it!
