Hang in there! Shooter, for a guy that plays a zillions plays, you sure get down on yourself quickly when you get off on the wrong foot. False start, 5 yard penalty...big deal. You can still win the game.
I don't agree with all your plays but you clearly demonstate an excellent "feel" for the game. I don't know anyone who can fire off as many plays as you and consistantly hit around 54%, give or take.
Don't be so hard on yourself. You are good at fading at the apex and recommending good plays at good numbers. I value your posts.