noahcat- I wrote "bemused" and I meant it. Look the word up. Also, I am not "amused" at people who have money for, as I said, cigarettes and booze while not having money to buy real necessities. Personally the color of one's world (and often times the "shade" of same) is a direct result of one's life choices. I only write this response for clarification, hopefully not to be taken as confrontational or argumentative.